Now there's a look in
your eyes
Like black holes in
the sky...
writing to
keep words moving.
composition
conundrum.
the energy
of this place is fatal. the trickle of a cattletank-garden oasis, pecan-shells
crunch and I'm wondering what it means to write raw. All the bullshit run-up,
all of the energy-in-expend whirl. Nonesense becomes poetry, revised and filed
down until it's sharp.
I'm rooted
here, even though I haven't lived here. The walls call out to me, crisp pages
of books and wrought iron windows with the handle painted green, a cleanness I
admire, fresh fruits and sizzling garlic. A sophistication that is my
sensibility because it birthed me. And a rejection too of what feels failed.
It's here
that I want something more than ever, because it's here that I find myself trapped in the
patterns that foreshadowed my own innovations and my own dreary trudge to
nowhere. The potential scrawled in the dirt swirls up, but the sky is empty
here.
Meditate to
the pomegranate trees and soothe sayings behind the mud-bricks; pray to the saints. There
are moves to be made. The tangles of confused ambition need clearing, so the
light can shine through.
I want nothing because the future is big.
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